Elaine@ New York

Ave Q 裡面的一首歌
下午在家裡寫作業，通常為了奮發精神和回憶美好，我通常會聽MamaMia的CD
但是今天臨時決定從Ave Q的CD聽起

以前最愛聽的是 There's a fine fine line...(可以回溯以前的文章找到)
那首依然聽來心酸，
今天一邊寫作業一邊聽到這首歌，也有陣說不出的酸楚

可能最近真的很煩躁、很累、也很想回台灣休息
再加上中午跟Sherry聊天，聊到幾乎相似的心情和感覺
聽到這首歌就莫名其妙的很難過
大概心情難過的時候隨便聽到一點甚麼都可以難過到想哭吧，
真的會很想很想回到過去的某段時間、某些日子
或者是希望時間加速，能夠到未來某個令人歡樂的時光
就是不想擠在現在這個寂寞的片刻

我知道跟很多人比，我已經幸運很多很多了，
生活裡幾乎沒有甚麼事情真的值得抱怨，就是常常無病呻吟一番
只是真的走過這一遭，長大不少，懂事很多
但也知道更多出國唸書學子辛苦奮鬥的心酸日子吧
很多事情看別人做好像很簡單
自己沒有真的走過一遭，完全無法體會箇中滋味
真的

說實話自己有時候也很矛盾
像鐘擺一樣在兩個極端不停地搖擺
希望過些日子會好一點

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題外話一下，
Ave Q真的是人生縮影的一齣歌劇
好像不論幾歲聽、聽幾次，都會有感觸、都能有感動
假如板友有機會來玩，推薦去看一下，真的很棒！

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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ut6YtMXjaZY


I wish I could go back to college [Avenue Q]
KATE MONSTER:
I wish I could go back to college.
Life was so simple back then.

NICKY:
What would I give to go back and live in a dorm with a meal plan again!

PRINCETON:
I wish I could go back to college.
In college you know who you are.
You sit in the quad, and think, "Oh my God!
I am totally gonna go far!"

ALL:
How do I go back to college?
I don't know who I am anymore!

PRINCETON:
I wanna go back to my room and find a message in dry-erase pen on the door!
Ohhh...
I wish I could just drop a class...

NICKY:
Or get into a play...

KATE MONSTER:
Or change my major...

PRINCETON:
Or fuck my T.A.

ALL:
I need an academic advisor to point the way!
We could be...
Sitting in the computer lab,
4 A.M. before the final paper is due,
Cursing the world 'cause I didn't start sooner,
And seeing the rest of the class there, too!

PRINCETON:
I wish I could go back to college!

ALL:
How do I go back to college?!
AHHHH...

PRINCETON:
I wish I had taken more pictures.

NICKY:
But if I were to go back to college,
Think what a loser I'd be-
I'd walk through the quad,
And think "Oh my God..."

ALL:
"These kids are so much younger than me."